Chocolate heaven this morning in our house and the true meaning of the day completely forgotten. We have no real faith in our house but I have 'a sort of' belief. I believe in the afterlife and hope to see my parents again when I leave this earth but I don't want to think about that today as today I feel good - No feeilings of sadness today, no feelings of anger, no feelings of pain! I will not allow it. Actually there are some feelings of pain and those I cannot avoid but you know it's one thing that is the norm and at least I can keep it low.
One thing I am going to 'get off my chest' and wish I could litterally is this bloody cough. I swear I must have hayfever as last year the same cough plagued me from about this time of year and I put it down to a virus I picked up in hospital? Maybe it wasn't a virus. Yet another trip to the GP will follow to work out what this cough is and also what on earth is happening to this 'urgent' scan on my gallbladder??? This is beyond a joke! I was told over four weeks ago (or is it five?) that I would be having a scan on that damn thing and it's beginning to flare again. I had a feeling it would because I've cut down my anti inflammatory by half as I could not stay awake on the dose I was on. Don't want that to give me hell on top of everything else.
About Me
- Wiglet
- Wo said life was easy? I have a hulking great pain monster jumping up and down on my back every morning. Once zapped with strong vodka he's a pussycat. In brief, read on further for info, I have a spinal condition which leaves me in severe pain. I am a wife, mother and school governor too. I love my life, detest the pain monster! Medical bit. Check on links for further info. I have Spina Bifida Occulta. It is genetic and I was born with it. I also have Tethered Cord Syndrome, again genetic, again I was born with it. I have had 2 spinal surgeries and now have a mass of nerve damage causing a mass of nerve pain. I possibly have CRPS but no definite diagnosis. Was diagnosed with hypothyroidism late 2006 and IBS in 2007. Also have damage to my bladder and bowel because of the abnormal spinal cord and nerves. The last diagnosis is 'Chronic Pain Syndrome'. That one covers a multitude of sins. The winter months have been hard and I wonder if I am deteriorating again? Kinda scary so my blog becomes my best friend. I take a lot of medication and so have become a hobbling encyclopaedia of knowledge on the subject.
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