Christ I hurt.
I don't think it is my gall bladder that is causing my abdominal pain. It has to be this delightful bowel problem I have. Why I why do I get stuck with everything humiliatingly wrong?
Oh woe is me.............
Of course life goes on and I need to snap out of it but I don't feel like snapping out of it today. Today my pain levels are sky high yet again for the umtempth day running and I thought I had got my medication sorted but only if I don't do anything?
I want a life!
I would like to be able to go out with the family and so would the kids and the silly thing is that it is not always my pain levels stopping me she said as that knife like pain grates through my back. Oh hell!
Don't think I can talk any more today.
About Me
- Wiglet
- Wo said life was easy? I have a hulking great pain monster jumping up and down on my back every morning. Once zapped with strong vodka he's a pussycat. In brief, read on further for info, I have a spinal condition which leaves me in severe pain. I am a wife, mother and school governor too. I love my life, detest the pain monster! Medical bit. Check on links for further info. I have Spina Bifida Occulta. It is genetic and I was born with it. I also have Tethered Cord Syndrome, again genetic, again I was born with it. I have had 2 spinal surgeries and now have a mass of nerve damage causing a mass of nerve pain. I possibly have CRPS but no definite diagnosis. Was diagnosed with hypothyroidism late 2006 and IBS in 2007. Also have damage to my bladder and bowel because of the abnormal spinal cord and nerves. The last diagnosis is 'Chronic Pain Syndrome'. That one covers a multitude of sins. The winter months have been hard and I wonder if I am deteriorating again? Kinda scary so my blog becomes my best friend. I take a lot of medication and so have become a hobbling encyclopaedia of knowledge on the subject.
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